So i passed class 10. Probably the best class of all my schooling. I had loads of fun but now its over. I got some holidays after my class 10 examinations and boy didn't i make use of them. Going out everyday not spending a minute without the company of your friends. Had the time of my lifee.
And now, i'm in 10 +1. It sounds big, isn't it? It is huge too. All my life and career depends on how i choose to spend my time during the nest two years. I know this. If i study and work hard i'll live a happy rich life after that. But knowing something and doing something is different.
I took non-medical and aspire for a seat in the IITs. For that i joined IIT-JEE coaching centers. I have 2 classes every alternate days which span over 5 hours. There's just an half hour of break between them. Its pretty stressful and exhausting. Its still my early days in the science stream but as it seems i haven't quite been able to adjust with my new life.
I ought to study for atleast 4 hours everyday for the next two years to have any chance of getting into a good college. 4 hours of self study + 5 hours at the tuitions = 9 hours of study in a day. To top it all the syllabus isn't easy too. Its hard to say the least.
With so much time devoted to studies i don't get any time for myself. Tuitions books thats all whats left in or of my life. The fun has been drenched out of my life. I don't go to school too. I've joined a dummy school and only have to go to do practicals once a week or so.
The competition makes life all the more interesting in non-medical. Every second guy takes this stream. Every second of that second is some of a genius. They do all the syllabus before hand. Most of the people at my coaching centers have already done 10+1 maths. They all seem alien to me.
While i was enjoying my life in 10th these guys were studying +1. They've put in more hours of hard work than me and deserve to be ahead of me which they certainly are. But i'm still complaining. I feel only class 10's studies ought to be done in class 10 not 10+1's. For 10+1's studies there's 10+1!
But what can be done. Those guys did what they had to and now are way ahead of me in the syllabus and probably the race to IIT Delhi. For the first time in my life i would crib life isn't fare. I did what was supposed to be done in class 10 and when i enter 10+1 i see rather i feel i did nothing. I feel sad when those nerds get more marks than me. I get frustrated. I get angry. But there's nothing i can do. Except ofcourse study.
I'm trying. I won't say trying my best but i'm still trying. I'm making an effort to come close to the nerds. They seem far ahead of me but with uhh loads of perseverance i'll catch them. The key is to not stop trying. And i know i won't. I have to reach IIT Delhi.
My blog is like my diary. I write what i'm going through. So if you were expecting some stories or poems i'm sorry to disappoint you.
Thanks :)
And now, i'm in 10 +1. It sounds big, isn't it? It is huge too. All my life and career depends on how i choose to spend my time during the nest two years. I know this. If i study and work hard i'll live a happy rich life after that. But knowing something and doing something is different.
I took non-medical and aspire for a seat in the IITs. For that i joined IIT-JEE coaching centers. I have 2 classes every alternate days which span over 5 hours. There's just an half hour of break between them. Its pretty stressful and exhausting. Its still my early days in the science stream but as it seems i haven't quite been able to adjust with my new life.
I ought to study for atleast 4 hours everyday for the next two years to have any chance of getting into a good college. 4 hours of self study + 5 hours at the tuitions = 9 hours of study in a day. To top it all the syllabus isn't easy too. Its hard to say the least.
With so much time devoted to studies i don't get any time for myself. Tuitions books thats all whats left in or of my life. The fun has been drenched out of my life. I don't go to school too. I've joined a dummy school and only have to go to do practicals once a week or so.
The competition makes life all the more interesting in non-medical. Every second guy takes this stream. Every second of that second is some of a genius. They do all the syllabus before hand. Most of the people at my coaching centers have already done 10+1 maths. They all seem alien to me.
While i was enjoying my life in 10th these guys were studying +1. They've put in more hours of hard work than me and deserve to be ahead of me which they certainly are. But i'm still complaining. I feel only class 10's studies ought to be done in class 10 not 10+1's. For 10+1's studies there's 10+1!
But what can be done. Those guys did what they had to and now are way ahead of me in the syllabus and probably the race to IIT Delhi. For the first time in my life i would crib life isn't fare. I did what was supposed to be done in class 10 and when i enter 10+1 i see rather i feel i did nothing. I feel sad when those nerds get more marks than me. I get frustrated. I get angry. But there's nothing i can do. Except ofcourse study.
I'm trying. I won't say trying my best but i'm still trying. I'm making an effort to come close to the nerds. They seem far ahead of me but with uhh loads of perseverance i'll catch them. The key is to not stop trying. And i know i won't. I have to reach IIT Delhi.
My blog is like my diary. I write what i'm going through. So if you were expecting some stories or poems i'm sorry to disappoint you.
Thanks :)